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I want a better physique

For SPORTS purpose.
This is not the first time I post something like this in my freaking blog

I’m still in the range of 5 ft,
I’m still 160++++cm almost touch 170 but not yet 170, so is roughly around 168 or 169cm, I don’t feel that I’m 170cm+
I’m still 53kg

If I’m like as tall as Jee King I CONFIRM can do a dunk already.
If I’m as tall as him, my church would have put me in the FIRST team of captain ball, I don’t mind being the defender standing there like dunggu to block people from shooting.
In fact, I could request to switch to play midfield. Since I got speed and HEIGHT.

I wanna be heavier because, haha, so I could be stronger.
Light is good, sure… your able to move quickly.
i’m TOO light. FULLSTOP.

Just give me a lil more mass, I would be glad.
I need more POWER as I run, I need more momentum,
I need more energy.

I may have Velocity but I ain’t have Mass =(

If I would have that perfect physique that I always wish to have.
At least 180cm+ and maybe 70kg-80kg(when I’m with that 180cm height)

I know I could run better cause I would have stronger muscles plus since I’m that tall I would look bigger XD.
So AT LEAST when people see me, they FEEL confident to pick me in their team and stuff like that.

Honestly if you throw me in some sort of whatever sports team, the camera have to zoom to me when they wanna take a video of me.
Cause I know I would be the SMALL guy there.

The reason why I don’t get tired easily now, is because I’m freaking light for my height.
Maverick move 10 steps = to me moving 30 steps.

Guess what?
He’s weight is x3 of mine,
and kns I freaking light like shit, plus so small size with that small bone frame.

Why am I complaining about bone frame size? Cause people with bigger bone frame more like to look taller.

That’s why they are called BIG SIZE people.
Big and Tall, BIG BIG BIG!!

I don’t mind my bone frame now.

I just hope that,
from time to come, I would reached my perfect physique that I always wish for now.
I’m not sitting down there and do nothing.

As for weight, I KNOW I eventually gain it…
for muscles, I don’t know… how am I gonna train it, no gym and all, and ahh dun know.

As for height, even worst.

I may try to jump every single day, stretch my body every single day,
drink milk every single day.

But my age, 19.

ACCORDING to the HUMAN’S GROWTH GRAPH.
guys growth stops around 21 or 24 or 25.
Guys GROW the FASTEST somewhere the age of 14 or 15 till 16.

I REMEMBER my height shot up from 140+ to 160 when I was 14.
Then later on it maintained like nobody’s business, then slowly slowly gain..
I think my height maintained from 17-18.
My weight is the BEST.

Maintained from 16-18
18 January suddenly gain 3kg.
So from 50-53kg.
See how slow is my freaking growth???

So to be HONEST now,
all my hopes, seems to be gone~~~

I’m going to be 19, 5 ft 6 or 7 with 53kg.
According to that stupid graph….
my height growth should slow down, and the end.

The only thing I can do now is, just be consistent,
never stop stretching, exercise, eat well, and maybe sleep well etc blablabla…
be positive, and say “I still can grow”
Although 1 trillion people may say, “It’s impossible”

and hope that, my growth for height is just the semi beginning.

On the another hand, sometimes I feel is SUCH A FREAKING waste for BIG SIZE and TALL PEOPLE to be INACTIVE in sports.
Sometimes, I really wish to tell God that, “Why don’t you just give me his body then so I could perform better.”

Sure, there are many small kecik player…
BUT the fact is they may be kecik but look at their muscles.
They are strong…

Just now when Jee King carry me, lol I tell you, he can SURELY throw me away and fly man.
That shows how freaking like I am.

So blablablabla…
Write crap in blogs also no use..
But I shall blog about this to REMEMBER, hows my feeling for having such physique.
Sure I should be thankful,
but I HUNGER for more…

So we’ll see for years to come..
I don’t want to be stuck as this height, nor to be stuck as this weight.

I wanna be a better basketball and football player.
I want to have better physique.

It is still good to look young with my boyish and small light physique.
BUT I WANT MORE!!

Selicia Teoh Yong Xue.
Yes I know you are 165cm Zzzzz

So pity..

Not mentioning the blog webbie, but I guess if you read my blog often, you checked the link you should know.

Not making assumptions again,

“Some of the things, no need to tell you will know”

So what to say?
Would you like to know??

I wanted to comment on her new blog, but well I guessed now I’ve been trained to remain SILENCE!

SILENCE! I KILL YOU!-Achmed xD

After I create controversy, not nice. Even by giving encouragement also… kena tiao later.
But somehow I feel like blogging about it here.

Is been two years,
for me I FEEL that even things turn up bad, I feel that both of them could be like still close and good friend, so which means no need to really delete the whole blog?
Well the only difference now is just the NAME of the blog,
one with the special someone’s name there, the new one just her name.

Some part of me is telling me that, you know maybe I should make an approach again to ask how is she.
But I don’t think she would feel the sincerity of my heart.

Sure, I’m also curious to know what’s going on.
See that shows that I care.

In the movies, it always happens when a girl is emo-ing it is the time for the guy to STRIKE!! LOL!
It happens in reality man.

2 years ago,
when I came back my an injured pelvis, found out that the new joint blogdrive blog is launch,
I was saying in my heart, guessed I have to read romantic stories between individual.

But things didn’t turn up that I’ve expected,
instead it was only still one individual who blogged.
But that individual control herself well =D

What just happens or already happened just stunned me,
within such SHORT year things could changed soo fast.

Stop writing.

Overall I’m just speechless.

Conclusion: God create all humans have the ability to change, causing events and happenings to change too.

Selicia Teoh Yong Xue
“He just like simply tab like that laa……”

Ugly babe

Till today, people still say she’s an ugly babe.

Uglehh??

hahaha..
you know I believe that there’s no one who is not physically handicap look ugly.
Even handicaps look good too, IF…………..

For me I feel the word is ATTRACTIVE and not ATTRACTIVE.

I’ve observed her picture.
I could imagine the beautiful version of her,
and plus if her complexion plus her fitness( a lil bit la) would be better, give her some make ups she would look great.

Some girls may look masculine, but that doesn’t mean they can’t look like a women.
If they know how to dress up, they would look like a real babe.

Some girls just don’t like to dress up like a girl, is just their preference.

So if you think that your an ugly girl…
lol, let me tell you, if there is ain’t no scar or some horrible mark on it plus u have 2 eyes, ears, and a nose plus a mouth I don’t think you could look ugly.

ALTHOUGH you may think that, your bone structure is not that nice.
P/S: YOUR HAIR could cover the ugly parts Don’t worry xD

I hope this entry…..
you answer yourself.

Hmm, this entry, can cause controversy a bit kua xD
Ppl would tell me, if you think no girls is ugly why don’t you choose her instead than..

For now, I haven’t truly see that beauty does lies in the hand of the beholder.
I still see fat couples, skinny with skinny.. and blablablabla..
Maybe should see more wedding photos la.

whatever it is, I hope that someday I will find a way…
so that there will be no more “ugly” girls.
So they won’t feel sad about it and blablabla…

Selicia Teoh Yong Xue
“I didn’t draw properly la, I draw wider but forget to draw thicker… so it looks ugly”

Chapter 10: Half dead ;D

Indeed,

after about 2 months of trying to adapt the lifestyle of waking up early, then go to school.
I feel half dead.

It took me some time, for such lazy person like me to adapt the lifestyle of waking up early and go to school, and not only that… BEING AWAKE in and after class with lesser nap HOPEFULLY.

I just don’t like it, after I wake up, I feel really tired until certain time.
My whole body like no strength like that.
But I still can concentrate a little.

Perhaps, I’ve to cut down on online times…
That’s why you see the big difference of not playing online games?

One less commitment.

I don’t strain my eyes, even better still…
that is if I wouldn’t touch the comp at all.

Monthly exams coming, I would hope this time I would know how to do ALL the test.
Knowing how to do here meaning I hope I did prepared until I know how to do questions, just experience and whether am I careful or not would make me lose marks.

I really hope I would get myself to, do my work.. haiz.

Form 6 ain’t cool until is all over

Nevertheless, activities in school some of them is really cool…

Selicia Teoh Yong Xue
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Kung Fu Dunk and CJ7

ALRITE ALRITE!
Both movies were great.

I went and watched myself @ Summit GSC since MY FRIENDS are not available plus my bro doesn’t wanna follow me. Yes Two movies in a day.

I prefer CJ7, Chang Jiang Qi Hao than Kung Fu Dunk.
CJ7 the storyline very “gam dong”, and OMIGOSH!! All the actors are FUTURE Stephen Chow.

*Actually I wanted to write out the spoilers.
But I lazy liao la, duwan to waste time on blogging.

my suggestion is WATCH CJ7!
Kung Fu Dunk if you desperate than watch la, is quite creative la their idea.

I give Kung Fu Dunk 7/10
Supposingly is 6 but since I find it creative add one more point

CJ7 I’ll give 9/10.
1) There’s the cute alien MOST GIRL WOULD LOVE
2) Stephen Chow act as a father said one important line that made me feel so touched,
it was similiar to what my dad used to tell me
3) Every actor was a Stephen Chow wanna be LOL! I bet it was all STEPHEN CHOW’s idea hahahahahaah

I remember

I remeber horr,
I actually burned the whole Jay Chou Album for you wan,
the November’s chopin album de,
but that time ngam ngam I cannot give it to you, due to your reasons la.

Then horr, few months later, he gave it to you, ORIGINAL one somore.
Makes me feel zha dou wei. xD
I think that time I was like, “Ohh my wan you duwan, his wan you wan la.”

Kns.

Selicia Teoh Yong Xue
She shall be named Cecil

Punk-ed!

For those who think is lala

She bleached her hair or watever…

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and I’m suppose to be like~~~

But… aih, thx to form 6.

I’m suppose to me even more lala-fied.

WTV.

Selicia Teoh Yong Xue
Alaar, you punk-ed your style I want it too =(

Chinese New Year TIME!

I’m WARNING you, you’ll be wasting your time reading this entry.
Please DO NOT read.
I said DO NOT.

But when you see the word DO NOT, you began to be curious and you read.
Typical Humans.

DAMN!

Today in school damn sux man, sux like hell.
Cause I totally no mood to concentrate man.
I was in the Chinese New Year mood,
I was supposedly gonna talk about what I’m going to do there with my friend,
BUT someone interrupted the conversation make me can’t continue.

Is okay.

blog here.

Today what I read in the newspaper, in the Tech section I think,
there’s one quote says that “In there net, when you screams, people hears you”

Okay Now I SCREAM.

I shall be a QUIET PERSON IN SCHOOL, and BLOG EVERYSHIT IN MY BLOG.
Cause I’m a DAMN LONER MAN!
ROXXOR!

Believe me, if you wan me to stay =X in school, can…
Don’t prompt me to talk, and errm damn it would be back in Form 4 and 5 once again.
How am I not suppose to talk???

Damn man, I wasn’t talking to……….. ish.
FINE FINE FINE.

=D
Smile.

resume.

I guess, I shall say no to SILENCE.
Cause I find it MEANINGLESS to go school with my mouth shut.
Seriously.
If I don’t go to school and talk to you you you you you you you and you X92304890482048023
Is meaningless.

okay from today onwards,
Grrrr…
I…..

Your my friend right?

=D

Smile.

So… why can’t you let me express for just one last year left?
This is my last year to see you and you and all of you.
Ah whatever, don’t take it deep down my heart.

Mou Siu Hei.
So whatever happen today Shung Jiu, act like as if it just a small thing.
Little angry, but I manage to control?

Kk, one two threee….. let it out.

Lets start, My cousin Ah John not coming back for TUAN YUAN FAN!
Fx!
No cousin on CNY. FIne.

I hope that this Mee Shop will be open throughout the whole new year.
CAN’T WAIT TO EAT LOU SHU FAN MAN!!
With Char Siew+Fried Fish Ball+yong tau foo…
as I was about to tell this to my friend, I wanted to continue BUT…
You know what happen next.

So I just…. ahhh duwan to continue.
Cause I feel that, I guess the reply will be just “Oh.”

So grrr…

damn how to make myself not angry ler?

jangan ambil hati.

Alriteeee.

Chinese New Year lerr, must be happy.

On the another note.
I’ve apologize to the junior prefect that I “Gao gao chan” with.

Sometimes I just don’t understand,
why people must stop me when I’m performing my super ultimate super power…
Fine.

Nevermind.

My super power is within me, crapcrapcrapcrapcrap.

That is why sometimes, I wish that I have a friend who can crap with me and listen to my crap all day long.
But the one who can is…. in Singapore. =(
If she’s here, I don’t mind being a loner and crap all day with and only with her on earth.
24-7 chatz.

Unless she’s tired/sleepy.

Kanasainess.

Lets crap some story first,
Imagine if Poh Nee and I still good friends.

The story begin ~~~~~~~

Got up very late, feel sien, call her.
Since kampar is just a few miles or less than a miles whatever away from my grandfathers house.
Alaar simple laaa..
Can go meet up.

So long didn’t see her,
I gave her JW ask me to pass it to her.
Roxxor.

Then errm, what’s next?
Oh yea her friends are cool beings,
I was either quiet/hyper noisy with them.

Blablabla if there’s no kampar expert there, then yea, I took them go to the Ice Kacang shop that I use to go to, and “ngao lam mee”,
blablabla we chat blablablabla
We go cafe and RO blablablablabla…………

Anything special? NOTHING.
Oh, I bring them to waterfall?
Big deal.

Lalalalalalaal

Jump lets go back to reality.

I’m leaving around 4am.
Damn I just wish that I could lepak with Jin Young or go Jin Young’s place and bai nian man.
LONG TIME didn’t see Aunty Esther and Uncle Suen(his parents),
and his sis.
Sigh, is been a long time since my mum and his mum go for an outing.
He freaking tall adi, makes me such a short person.
Fx

Somemore what’s there to blog about?
Ohh I wish I CAN study this new year.
It would be my greatest achievement.

Yea man.
I wanna kick some ass..
Whatever.

I’ve manage to play spidey movie opening theme liao.
Took 3 days to practice.
But still with mistakes.
Esp on the running notes.
Wth.

If you read this entry, haha you’ve wasted a few mins on your life.
TOO BAD, told you not to read it.