I just feel like T.T

Okok, err let me announce some sad news first.
The thing that make me feel like T.T is not what happened last night..
Is because I can’t stop missing someone, I just wanna give her a BIIIIIG HUG when I meet her again =(

Alrite, the day last night was…
What the heck man.

I wasn’t overconfident at all,
I just feel that I could have done better.

Yesterday(Tuesday),
My first event was…
Long jump…
There’s no way I could do long jump but my house no people. so…… =(

Nxt is my 800m running…
I got THIRD.

Nope, is real…
the day has come where I finally feel the DEFEAT of something that people always praise me for.

Actually, I would have even get FOURTH.. cause I last min, not serious.
=D

I started with 5th lane, how stupid… den I try to take the first lane which is the shortest in the first round.. I think I was also a bit panic, I started PANTING while I was running.
Later on, I realized that “WHAT AM I DOING?”
Crap… wasted…

2nd round, I try and try and try.. can’t get any further.. feel a bit tired.
POOF.. when I realized that I can’t even overtake the current 2nd place..
I wanted to give up, and show the sign of frustration.. and do the “hand swing” and say “AIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!”
Then I WALKED. =)
Thinking that is confirmed that I will be 3rd place.

SUDDENLY, there’s one guy who is currently fourth place started to boost his speed.
I was like..
“OH NO!!!” THERE’s NO WAY I’m gonna get fourth.. I’ve ALREADY LOST, I don’t want to lose even more.”

So I did my…
“Shungz durable running skills”
all the way..

Which means, keep on running non stop and with super semangat.

So when we reached the finish line, he fell down, I LAND down on my knees and hands supporting my body.
I felt the pain on my carves… probally I dint really warmed up there.. dunno why..
the champion he came and pull me up by holding my hands.

His name is MURALI..
2nd place is Suresh.

I’ve been BEATEN by people who are YOUNGER than me.
I even ALMOST got nothing at all..
I felt pity for the 4th place dude…
he tried his best… and he FELL DOWN SOMORE and have to get 4th place.

that is even worst.
Hope he’s alrite.

2nd event, 3km…
Fux, I misheard the teacher said 4×400m get ready.
The event started.

I was not on the track.
Seeing many dudes running…
I just stood there and watched.

I got nothing.
Instead of at least 3rd or 2nd.
Which is FOR SURE.

I’ll never forget this day.
I hope that I will get the chance to beat Murali and Suresh someday.
Whether the day will come or not, I dunno la…

But, the day didn’t end just like that.
I so called “gave my energy” to someone.
Su Fern. =)

She ran 1500m.
She run damn slumber, can greet people somore.

2nd last round, Khe Chun thought it was the last round.. she used all she got to finished it.
The teacher said, ONE MORE ROUND.. she was like WTH!@!

Su Fern initially wanted to remained at 2nd place.
I told myself… NO WAY THAT I WANT TO SEE HER GET 2nd.
I have ran with her about 3km last two weeks at mpsj(about 8 rounds)

NO WAY MAN…
She could keep up with my slow and normal paste ALL THE WAY.

So I just errmm started to cheer for her.
Fulamak, she suddenly slowly overtake.
Actually is like cheating, I teach her when to maintain when to overtake, when to be caution, and when to finish using all her energy.

Fuyoo she finish and say “THIS IS FOR YOU MAN.”

Good for her, at last she could show her “power” that day, for having part of my of my power which is..
“the power of semangat in me” xD

Ah at least I’ve done something, I didn’t feel so bad.

Went home, ate lekor for snacks after lunch, play bball, play Call of Duty and missed my RO time…
Watch Euro08. Go to sleep.

I end my day with PLAYING KAO KAO… coz not happy ma. =)

Anyway, the person I miss so much that I wanna give her a hug, is not her la of course.
Somebody else la =)
can’t say her name.
Maybe didn’t think of her that’s why no semangat. LOL!

One joke from Jin Young…
“So this time you run for love, or run for yourself?”

He said run for love cause last time I run during the POH NEE SEASON..
I won kao kao maa.. damn power like that.

Yea.. no poh nee this time.
Kenot win hor.

So I replied.
“This time I NO LOVE to run also…”

No love to run.. that’s why lose..
The best part is…
Poh Nee’s fifth boyfriend WON BBOY Championship in Ipoh.

CRAP! I guess my luck always refers to Poh Nee..
Poh Nee could give me good luck?

AND IS ON THAT DAY where I lost somore. =(
Fux.. so means when everytime Poh Nee’s bf win something, I WILL LOSE SOMETHING??

WHAT THE FUCK!!! Can it be real?
WHAT THE FUCK???
FUCK FUCK FUCK.

yes u see it, FUCK.

That time.. Poh Nee cp with Jia-Wen it was also the MOMENT where I got injured.

NIA MAAA.. Pls..
I myself don’t believe in this rubbish..
But the rubbish is becoming more and more real.

Aih. Wtv la.

Lose Poh Nee.. Lose Everything huh?

Anyway.. I got something to show you guys.

Compare this image

and this image..

Kk let us compare…
WHICH OF HER SMILE IS more SWEET?
The smile for my victory of the smile of Davin’s victory?

LOLZ.

kla I’m crapping only laa..

I saw the vids,
and looks like Davin’s move are all on the ground..
He hit the floor.. next thing you know. somebody got LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW LOW.

So I guess… Poh Nee is DESTINED to marry a successful man.
good for her.

Kla enough of my crap.

I end here.

So what? Oil price increase only maaa..

Aiyaaaa… so many bloggers blog about it, all only talked about the same thing which is.

“So many cars go and queue at the petrol station.”
I went there(ss19 petrol station) and one car, I waited about 15 mins only la.
I went about nine o clock somore.
Chill man.

So is about 4 cars I have to wait.

Big Deal?

Surely like the TV said, rich no prob, poor got prob.
In my version,”yao chin dai sai”.

Ahhh…
Who cares la.

Quote my physics teacher said.
“It would be great if they would design a car using uranium, then it can last almost forever.”

Two smart students talk about the cons which is.
“If accident will explode the whole place”
“If like that then you sell one time forever no business adi.”

So yea… for people like me who “have the future” in science, should prepare myself to errm find a new source of energy, much more powerful than what we called “fuel”.

I wonder… isn’t solar power strong?
When we were in primary we learn solar power, it sounds so cool.
But its only applicable on some shitty gadgets… like calculator which uses very little energy.
Why not on car instead?

Last time when I was young, I always that, since we can use the “sun power” to generate electric why don’t we all use solar power?

Now I know. =)
is the tech yo.

Well, if I want to find a “replacement” for fuel, hah..
Probably I need to be good in my chem , and my physics.

So.. yea.. I have to work hard to… you know what.
Perhaps, this would be my first thing on my mind to pursue my……………..

Whatever.

Easier said than done. ^^