Archive for February, 2009

The first memorable part of 2009 after CNY

Posted in Memorable moments, Sweet moments, Thought of my own, happy or sad? on February 21, 2009 by shungz

Part 1:Preparing the present, and before landing in Singapore.
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This gonna be a long as entry post, because yeaa I wanna keep all this memories… every single detail of it(if I could remember XP)

Screw the lights, it wasn’t being adjusted before it was taken,
will re-upload more if I receive it from the receiver. That is IF I would receive it.
Who’s the receiver?

That Selicia Teoh Yong Xue that I always put at the end my entries for one season xD
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Blame the photographer, he didn’t take a nice angle of her and ask her to SMILE XP.

I went to SG on 8th, before that I shall blog about the adventure of getting her present.

The idea of making this event happen was about December before coming back from my first visit to SG,
I told Jia En… wanna make it the best for her, cause it could be the first and last time I would be celebrating her birthday.
Why last time? Because she’s in SG, and like how often can I be in SG?
and you will find out more as you read along this entries

So now the present,
what to buy etc etc…
I start my “action” one month before her birthday,
ideas start to come in and all,
started the shopping one week before her birthday..
Very nice… ahahahahahahah

So I think I only go ONE place to shop,
Which is sunway,
initially I wanted to get some ART tools, but I don’t know which COOL art tools to get..
I see see see… end up, okaylaa I think brushes should be okay, maybe for now she might not need it MAYBE she might need it in future.
yeaa in this entry you’ll see a lot of MAAAAAAAAAAAAAYBE
So Item no.1: Paint brushes set
Yes, I even went to one of the place where many The One Academy’s student get their arts stuff Visual art, all I see is no cool art tools that are sold in SET. =(

Then next, just go Pyramid since so near only.
I look here and there thinking what to buy, SUDDENLY I remember that there got Faber Castell Boutique, maybe I can get some cool art tools or pen there.

So this really did caught my eye.
It really looks cool, although is more like you know those magic pen, so I went over to the Bookshop I think it was MPH that was just nearby that Faber Castell shop to check THE PRICE and see whether is there any other art tools I could get for her.

End up the MPH like nothing much, straight away w/o thinking twice,
I enquire about the price etc etc, and I saw a picture that is drawn using the pen, and the lady said it was water proof…
hmm I think is a good deal, furthermore.. she love to draw MAYBE she could make use of the pen. So just buy.

Item no.2: Faber Castell pen

Next I go the Anime Tech to check out any cool merchandise to give her or not.
I see this phone strap that I thought it was a necklace that you could wear it on the neck because of the STRING provided was quite long.

http://www.animetech.net/merchandise/detail.php?code=KC119

Maybe it works two ways eh I don’t know
So that’s Item no.3

The price was even DISCOUNTED KAO KAO =D

and followed by the Item no.4?
I bought another phone strap?
It has red and black colour and the strap is just a thin red strap.
It looks cool, so I bought it..
Pictures, I don’t have it, can’t even find it.
Anyway is a Bleach’s merchandise with Ichigo and a hollow mask, the cover was the 2nd movie of Bleach

Item no.5 and no.6
Keychains…
one Kakashi figure, one Glow in a dark keychain with her surname in chinese. The glow in the dark keychain in memory lane..
pricey a bit the ex =(
But I was thinking MAYBE.. again.. MAYBE… it could look good IN THE BOX. since it GLOWS in the dark.. waaaaaaaaow

Lets go back to the time before I go Pyramid,
I went to Living cabin to get the lights, and the candles, and also the Glow-in-the-dark-keychain, and the Bottle with mini teddy bear and stars. Ohh I almost forgot, I got the BOX in SG, it cost me 9.90SGD.
I had to buy it PINK because that time no more other colour, and no BLACK.
Is true.. PINK may not be her colour, although she could be fine with pink… in my head, there are two ways to make it black, 1 you spray it or paint it become black, 2 you tear of all the cloth and sew it again.
My decision was to keep it ORIGINAL.

I wanted to SWITCH the power supply of the box to BATTERY..
But end up with the help of Ming En, we found out that it was INSUFFICIENT for battery to supply 100 lights.
SAD =(
I wanted her box to have lights, cause the lights really look beautiful when its in the dark okay, plus there are four of the box.

Then I think again,
why not make a small hole and solder the wire again?
So again, I asked Ming En for help, simple job.
So now with the wire is attached at the back, it has TAIL! Or else the wire and the bob would have to come out from the top of the box with looks even more ugly and about half of it’s length are still in the box.

So how to make a HOLE in that perfectly hard but not too hard perfectly thin but not to thin box?
HAHAHAA u need something sharp, you need something to PENETRATE it. At first my idea was using a nail, hammer it. WOW so rough.
But I know my hardware tools at home sure all missing and cannot find so again I went to Ming En house,
so before fixing the light around the box he was like..

“How?”

I said, “We need to make a HOLE, in the box.. a perfect and fine small hole just nice for the wire to go through”
Suddenly, I thought of it..
We use the DRILL, reason?

The Drill has the SPEED to penetrate it.
He wasn’t confident at first because it wasn’t SHARP enough.
Indeed, it wasn’t sharp enough, so he then thought of using a nail to drill it, GREAT SUCCESS!!!
resolder the wire and poof there you go, a tail in a box.
ALRITE!

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So now proceed for the Item no:7
This item was on my list for very long time,
I keep on thinking, hmm should I give it or not?
But my mind keep insisting that, I should…
It was… Iron pills.. a supplement for her Iron deficiency that will cause her anemic.
I KNOW.. she most likely won’t eat it, she is one of the breed that doesn’t like the veggie and the medicine.
But I keep thinking, if I giving this means it shows that I care for her health.. although it MIGHT NOT BE a good gift for someone’s birthday, especially you wanna give it to youngsters.
But there’s a voice in my head said, “NO, get it for her, she wanna eat or not is up to her, you give it because you want her to have a better health, cause it’ll benefit her if she has a good health right?”

So that supplement if one day eat one, you’ll have 100 days to finish it. With that amount of money, I could buy lotsa 10cent candies. Instead I chose to give her supplement as an act to show that I care for one’s health… lol.

So that concludes for item no.7
Item No.7:Iron pills

So then what’s item no.8?
This was kinda stupid, but it looks amusing..
It’s call Magic beans,
this bean has wording and pictures on it,
there are like I love you laa, you are my baby laa.. etc.
So I bought two, one is Best Wishes, another one is Happy Birthday.

The lady told me, “Ini akan jadi ini bila besar, dan boleh makan juga”
can grow to a fine plant like jack and the beanstalk, and you can eat the beans too hahahahaha.
What else? The plant even have wording.
I decided to let her have the fun to grow it, well by right I think I should be the one to grow it and give it to her.. BUT think about it, I have to go through The Customs ler, bring a plant across arr? Waliaowei so mafan okay.
Somore carrying the box already like so damn kao bulky, if I carry the plant after the soil spill out then will be all in a mess >=|

So whether she did grow it or not, I don’t know.

Item no.9:Death Note Pencil case
It looks cool with a good price, BUY.
The background has blackish and reddish.. nice.

Item no.10:2′5 inch External Hard Disk
This one I buy for her, I myself also don’t have.
So why did I buy?
I was thinking…. again… MAYBE……
since she might have to deal with photoshop, love anime, love all the jmusic, alrite..
she might need a data traveler, she doesn’t have any thumb drive nor hard disk with her, yea she has a phone with some GB in it.
So I decided, yeaaa she should need it GUA..
With that cash, I could have bought her maybe clothes or her footwear. But yeaaa I told Mel that one, girlfriend level only I buy, because by then only you can CONFIDENTLY buy the one and she definately love it.
Seriously 2′5 is really so portable and SLIM, that is really cool to own it is a 160GB. So now if she wants to keep files any time she can keep it in that hard disk. For the moment, it might be useful but you know…
Computer stuff, very fast become outdated one..

Actually the bottle with teddy bear and stars also counted as one item, but I just treat it as a decorative for the box as a clue to find out where I hide one present. I hide two message in two BLACK stars inside the bottle. Also, I wanted to give her the lollies that I bought from Australia through Hui Wen, but it melted.. I guess some other day eh?

Alright now is time for Features of the box.
There is only ONE cool feature of this box, which I call it Trigger-to- drag-the-box

If you would notice the side of the box on the left hand side of that picture, you notice at the bottom got some blue colour thingy, well it was strings tape with some cloth tape blue in colour.

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The numbers are from 0-9, the code is 19, 19th birthday maaa..
So you need to pull 1 and 9 together then the box will be drag, and poof the pen set will drop lightly. If you pull other number, you will feel something is blocking you from pulling the string, yes indeed I use the chopsticks to block it. =D Rm2 for so many chopsticks… break it into small pieces and tie it up.

This is the view from the top and inside of the box, and horizontal view inside the box.
The top picture is the top view of the box, the bottom one is the horizontal view from inside the box as you notice from top view you can see is like seperated into half.
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All done by cutting out cardboard boxes.
Of course you couldn’t see the “mechanism” of the box, how the strings are tied to the box because I surely block it with all cardboard boxes.

If you notice, there is some cardboard box at the BOTTOM of the box supporting the weight of the whole box.
There are four in it.

I hide the clue in the teddy bear in the bottle WITH stars,
The message was “Think out of the box, and I hide it at east”

One of the “supporter” down there has the wording “east” I wrote it i chinese. That part was actually a FAILURE, because it keep on coming out so end up I have to stick it very tight, for the other THREE box.
In case she can’t find it, and I have no chance to tell her there is something there, I wrote “It’s here” in the masking tape that I tape it over there.

Well I told her this instead of her finding out by reading the “guide” to find the last item.
I said, the clue is in the BOTTLE, I just put somewhere around the box.

Ohh, do you know the using balloon to mould something round?
I painted snow white because I wanted to put something in the apple mould, there is lemon, apple and pear. traffic lights =D
Initially I wasted a lot of time doing it by putting newspaper around the balloon just to get the shape, end up I found a better idea..
Which is… why not use a REAL fruit since is so cheap? Plus the shape is EXACT!

I really felt zha dou man that time.
So end up I really use the REAL FRUIT as mould.
Leaving the fragrance of the fruit behind too ^^

But the painting was done last minute so, I just paint ONE COLOUR w/o colouring IN DETAIL.
Sad case, wanna improve my painting skills also cannot.

Yes, a night before going to Singapore..
I never sleep just to finish the box.
In my heart, I never stop saying…
waliaowei… this one really tiring, more tiring that “Oh Tian Pei Yi” production. Luckily got sis help me to do some stuff.
Seriously cutting and making a box out of a big bulky cardboard box takes a lot of tedious work. I was like keep saying “Waliao, I’m doing all this for a girl who is not my girlfriend, for my first girlfriend it has to be better than this, it has to be…” and another line was…
“Waaa tiring… I’m doing this for the person I think is special.. must continue.. if I can do it for Poh Nee and Pei Yi I can do it for her too.. must finish it”

The “cool” feature of the box, took me about 5 hours..
Furthermore, I went to shop for 1 hour.. just to get a new black shirt for her birthday. This is my 2nd time getting a Black clothes to meet her. =D

Going to SG, and 2nd SG trip begans
8th of Feb 2009 7am I telephone Ming En to fetched me to Kelana LRT station, he didn’t know I wanna get to the Bus station, where else I told him I NEED transport to there so that I can get to bus station, but he was like… still blur blur..

End up, I miss the bus on 8.45am.
Transnasional was always in time,
guess what? This is my 2nd time missing this cheap bus.
By 10-15mins.
Wth man.

End up I took some lame shit bus again, some private cacated I took last trip.
This time is sohai different.
Is really about 7 or 6 hours trip.
But before that, let me tell you all one thing,
carrying that box… around LRT, around the bus station and all..
It attracts attention. Seriously it does… I’ve hide the “tail” of it, so that it doesn’t attract much more attention. LOL

Got one foreigner in the bus ask me, what pet is that?
I was like WHAT? I said, no is not a pet.
Because I so pandai-pandai go and put a wording pointing the “tail” written there “It has tail!” “Caution”
HAHAAHAHAA

So the bus trip was PIECE OF SHIT THIS TIME, they not only stop at some restaurant where many buses stop I think was Ming An, they also put us at lanjiao Larkin Bus stop, and ask us to switch buses.
Sg-and Johor express..
Mahai one dunno how to wait for people the go off.
Really what the fuck you know..
I was a little panic, until I saw SBSS transit buses, I ask the conductor I miss my bus can I take this instead?

Phew..
I saw a bus going to my friends place where I suppose to stay which is Upp Bukit Timah I happy liao, went in and tab my Ezlink card.

From about 10am reach there about 5pm, and landed at Vivo city about 530pm gua.

Met Rene for the first time, met Jia En and Royston and Khamsi. =D
It was an outing supposedly for my appearance in SG.

How could I forget..
Everywhere I go Rene will go like get this for Xue, get that for Xue,
all this are just as similar as how I wanna do things for Poh Nee.
Is all the same.
Even Jia En’s line “Ehh Rene and her bf so long adi lerr also never do something like this for her, and my bf also never give me so many things for me ler.”
This line.. I hear it from Pei Yi, hear it from other people until sien liao.
So I replied “Lol, aiyaaa accumulate all the gift and everything that he can give sure beat my gift adi laa, somore how often I can give her stuff?”

Royston asked me a guy question, well why I said is a guy question?
Because mostly guys will ask me this..

“You sure is worth it or not? I mean what if is the worst outcome? I’m not trying to be an asshole here you know I’m just wondering..”

I replied “My worst outcome for this trip will be, me giving her the gift and go home. The end. But if I could celebrate it with her, should be okay liao ba.”

So I set my expection for the outcome of this trip is this
Worst is “Pass to her the gift, say happy birthday, and balik Malaysia”
Best is “Celebrate her birthday, have a quality of time chatting with her until puas puas, then balik home smile =D”

But I know… no matter how sad I am or wat, in my deepest core of my heart, I’m happy.
No matter how much I will cry or cried I will be happy.
Because….

This is my first time…
Celebrating the birthday of a girl whom I…….. you-know-what.
Like I would have any chance of celebrating others.
Lol.
and….
Can’t believe that just ONE sentence, is turning it into reality.
Is like you know, saying “I want this to happen”, and it happen.
How often in human life we can actually say you want to happen then happen? LOL.

So as for this whole thing for her,
is all to thank her for her time to spend time chatting with me on the phone for the whole 2008 and 2007.
Well, I just felt that (this part must have a lot of …)
….
….
….
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having her to talk to as my close friend is really nice.
Listen here, for me… I feel that we are close. For her I don’t know.
Because only I will call her, only I will need her more than she needs me. So thus IDD every week is a joy for me.

One thing nice to talk to her is..
well I think she’s one of the only girl that I truly talk about a lot of my thoughts that I never really talk to anyone before.
All the silly ideas I have also I share with her, thoughts of this and that also tell her. She also had quite a lot of ideas also when certain timing,
that’s why she also won the first place for Converse shoe design :D

Each time I talk to her and ask her on her view of many things, you’ll get a lot of unusual answers, where it will never be typical point of view. Of there is some of it are typical, but most of the time, very different. So that’s the joy I find in talking to her, she always have “her way” on settling things and seldom have a dilemma, well fickle sometimes yes but most of the time she would have a certain answer.
The cute part of her when talking to her…
Is her saying “Huh? I dunno”. There is the blur one, there is the don’t care one.. and somore I also dunno. Act as blur as she may, but at certain timing all of the sudden she can tell you many many things that will stun you kao kao +D

There is so many mystery about her that I also dunno =D

After our dinner at Sushi Tei, they took me to a desert stall.
Yes they have one street all shops selling desert.

Don’t ask me if SG one better or Malaysia one better.
Well this one, is all like franchise more to me.
So it taste like the same, maybe the MIX special is a bit different.

Went back “home”, and slept about 2am.
Wanted to wish her Happy Birthday on 12am, but I was like thinking..
Just act like dunno then 2moro only surprise.

Yes, I forget to mention, I was suppose to be the SURPRISE for her birthday. Together with the Box.
I woke up 12pm I think.. and I start to sew the lights so that it will HANG around the box.
Took a long time. XP
Reach at there 5pm++ by right should reach there 5pm..

One best part from a guy name Edwin well we known him as “Trust”.
He also another funny ferler,
he saw me, so okay told him I’m Shungz…
then he was like “Eyy? I thought you are from Malaysia one?”
I laughed and said “Yealaa if I’m SG-ian already go out with you all and meet u early adi lorr still need now meh..”
Then he also asked me “So you come here for holiday ar?”
If I’m a rich fuck, that would be yes, but after spending all on the box, and the currency is RM2.40 for 1SGD I only can come here for her birthday and that’s it. So I told her “Nolaaa just come for her birthday and that’s it laa..”

Jia En and rene question my stay too, I told them, yeaa Ecou’s place his mum wants to charge 25SGD per night, so that’s why I can’t stay long. They all thought I was staying for a week.
Well I brought about 250SGD there, you convert back to RM I can survive in Malaysia for one week but NOT in SG. Even I didn’t pay him 50 SGD for 2 nights stay also I could last another 2 days perhaps?
Well what to do, got place to stay counted good adi lor, no relative who has a home in SG is like that one, have to pay to stay.. better than staying in hotels etc.

After that he clap his hand, I was like, no need to clap ba.. nothing special anywayz.
Well just the same thing as seen when I wanna do all this for Poh Nee. Like Dejavu but is all happening of my choosing =D

Xue reached there about 6pm,
I was told to wait for ALL to present only I go up,
Wait until can die okay, 7pm…. going to 8pm only I beh tahan I called Jia En, she den told me you can come up anytime.

I was hungry, and like can die okay.. and I was like… =(
hours and hours wasted to see her.

Appearing in front of her and her birthday celebration
9th of February 2009
I got a plastic bag before going to Bugis, and they celebrate at Seoul Garden. Good thing there is plastic bags, kns I tell you when I show Jia En the features of this box, one ANG MO LANG look at it and asked “What is that, is there any pet inside?”

Well.. after that I only know why 2 people ask is there any pet or not.
“Caution! It has TAIL!”
Sohem… so zha dou, I said.. no is a wire.. you see. =D

So 7.45pm, I walked upstairs the escalator, yes heart sure pound very fast as Jia En ask me heart beating fast or not.
Walk slumberly and slowly, saw her back, her hair was blond as last seen during december, black she was wearing…
I walk towards her, looking at her for one or two seconds before calling her name as she was like at the right side.

I could never forget my tone, was soft I’m supposed, tender or not I don’t know =P

“Xue”

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“Harr??” she turns towards the voice came from.

When she saw me, her reaction was expected
SHOCK, SURPRISE whatever u call it..
Her eyes really went wide open.

As she have the eye contact towards me,
I wished her “Happy Birthday”.

Then the rest of the 13 mates who came for it sang the birthday song for her.
Yeaa just as if I’m the SURPRISE lolx.

After the birthday song,
I felt the atmosphere has change,
I stood there wondering where to sit, is either beside her or opposite her…
Then I asked, “Err I sit here or there? Sit here can arr?”
Yes in a paiseh manner, then she moved a bag aside to leave the space for me to sit beside her.

The bench was long, our distance aren’t close okay. =D
As I can felt a strong awkward aura around me, keeps pushing me away.
For a moment I thought, aiyaa whether I should appear or not Xp.

So a moment of silence for 10 mins,
as she continue to cook her beef, and I was getting my food and cooking it too.
I was hoping that she would start the conversation first since normally the one to be surprised will have a lot to say, because the one who is doing the surprise has already done his “saying” with his “surprise”.
But nothing happen.

Just like in the movies,
when in an awkward situation what is the first word a guy would say?

You got it right is “So…”
and is usually like asking how are you, just for the sake to get the conversation started.

“So.. you just came back from poly ar?”

That was my first question.

and so for the rest of the night,
it didn’t went as we chat until like there’s no tomorrow like how we used to talk to on the phone,
full of joy and laughter..
Just awkward here and there, trying to play it cool for both sides.

I believe everyone over there can see it already how awkward is the situation.
But everyone just go on, eating their food, chat lil here and there, Rene went super hyper until LMAO.
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Get what I mean?

and yeaaa have a so to said better picture of Xue with two other girlS,
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all pictures were taken by Khamz, using his phone.. I forgot it was which nokia phone.

Lastly the cake.
Brought up the cake from swenson’s, yes once again…
acutally the cake I can solo get it for her IF I wouldn’t have to pay for my stay, is just cost 32 SGD for an small ice cream cake. Yeaaa like I said, Singaporeans get those international stuff, berry cheap.
So end up they share, and thx a lot too for sharing it for her =D

As I went up with the cake, Jia En said “you want to ask Mina to bring Xue go toilet first or somewhere first or not so you got time to setup everything.”

Yes, good thing at the last table, we can use the plug and POOF there goes, the LIGHT!!! Oh yes, the LIGHT!
As I setup the candles for the box, and they setup the candles at the cake,
I am fully aware that everyone who is still in the restaurant LOOK at the freaking box,
they really look at it for a real long time, and I even overheard one girl said “Hen Lang Mang O”(Very Romantic)

As Jia En also mention b4 XP..
Shits.. got candle means romantic ar? Sorry laaa I just want this box, to have light in the dark, then you see very beautiful, but don’t know how is it look romantic.

Nevertheless, that box, Ecou critique it, as in the kao kao critique..
So what can I say?
For every nice thing in the world, there will always be people who may not like it. =D
“shungz brought his ridiculously huge box of present. covered with a pink cloth with snow white picture and others. also, its covered with a “christmas” lighting? dont mind me, but i really find it very weird. i applaud the 心意 but then, i dont think its really suitable for xue. seriously, she’s not some 11 year old kid. even an 11 year old kid, mightnot like it.

well, sadly, most of the attendees laugh @ it. i’m not gonna deny, but it’s really very comic. classic comic. imagine, i do that to you, infront of the whole SG & MY gang. confirm jialat.”

Well I would wish that I could show him how does it looks like when you off the light and light the candle and on the “christmas light”.
See it you’ll say something different liao.
Furthermore when the light glow and blink with the pink cloth, it don’t look so bad as you think.

I’ve really seen it, and I’m very sure it will surely catch everyone’s attention that you’ll keep looking at it.
The lights itself wasn’t interesting, until I combine it myself I also lost to space adi.

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The cake… with dry ice..
First time buying ice cream cake for someone, XP
Inside the ice cream was just neapolitan flavour, vanilla, choc, strawberry.
Sang birthday song again. Oh guess what?
She was like “Why everyone is standing away from me now I feel like I’m so fierce like that Xp”
If you would have ask me, why I didn’t go stand beside her.. haha cause I don’t want to make it even more awkward anymore.. of cause I sure wish to stand by her side and sing it to her too.. but don’t so thick skin laa Xp
SO after that Jia En asked me, go show her laa what’s inside the present and all…
I was like harrr now meh O.O

As I showed her one by one, I remember the one where she pulled the “trigger”, her reactions towards “magic beans?” and yeaa…

“What is this it looks like medicine.” You know that refers to which item =)

Before I could even finish telling everything, Rene asked “Quick we gotta go to the ice cream shop adi..”
Cause it was going to be 10pm soon,
they wanted to go to their all time favourite shaw tower.
After that we walked outside about 10.30pm++ to wait for eclipse, as royston said his mum got the news that it might have eclipse around 10.45pm.

I heard it, I was like… eclipse??
Nah, I don’t think that will happen, especially receiving only one news from his mum.
Because I believe if really got eclipse, the news will be hotter than just one person receiving it.

So after that, I thought we’re going off different way, I pass to Xue the whole box,
a sweet ol “Thank You” came from her mouth.

So then I pass to Bao the Box, good thing there is plastic bag so that is easier to carry.
As we walking the same way to the bus stop, of course in my heart will be like bu se de bu se de, at least while walking why not have a last few chat in person before I go back to Malaysia..
I wanted to.. but considering the awkward situation, I’ll just walk ahead ba..
and remember, every single step, I walk…. how she really look like as for 9thFeb09,

Telling myself….
“All this could have happen and couldn’t have happen, I got the controller for once.”
“If I don’t say anything, don’t know will JiaEn will consider to celebrate with her or not..”
“She told me, her birthday always nothing special, always parents forget, remember also get a cake for her and that’s it. Get a cake also give her cash and ask her to buy herself.”
“Birthday Celebration.. seldom happen.. her 08 birthday was outing with 2 or 3 buddies of hers.”
“But today…. did I made it happen? Does she see it as very special birthday to her? For once she got such birthday celebration that perhaps she never have, how happy is she is??? I do not know..”
“Am I happy or sad now? I know I do all this for someone who is not even my girlfriend… but I do hope she did feel for once.. that happiness because of the events has change for a better I guess..”
“I do not know how happy she is as I never seen THAT smile like how Poh Nee smiled when she receive that plush doggy I gave to her, and the roses I gave to her…”
“I may not really get what I want as in to have a good chat with her in person, but I know somewhere in my heart I’m happy…”

Yea and all that dramas…
Those who live at the east went back first taking bus 23,
Got 3 of them living at Tampines, including her.
As I saw her for one last time before I go back to Malaysia.

Total of 15 people including her came for it.
Bao, Royston, JiaEn, Xun, Mina, Ben, Faye, Fade, Trust, Ecou, Khamz, Rene, Sephy, Her, and me.
I wanted to try to contact her close friend perhaps..
But.. it was more like a gaming group of friends outing… so imagine having more people.. they might get left out? Cause somehow those who present all like one gang like that…
ALL of us took about 3 tables, and my table and her table we have 3 person sitting on it, still got one more person’s space.
Well, that’s why I do not know… how happy she is.. and whether does she feel that for once she’s special. ;)

Oh btw, I do not have a picture with her =D
So don’t ask why I never post it X)

Next afternoon, I woke up late as usual, went back at 3pm.
Reached KL about 8 or 9pm. Reached home at 10pm because Ming En doesn’t want to fetch me from LRT, he wants me to take KTM so have to wait another hour to travel home.

I told many people this…
Imagine I’m doing a high jump now,
I’ve just raise the bar way high up.

Each time.. the bars has raise higher and higher…
continuously for 3 girls.. no matter what’s the situation, yet I still can willing to put it all..
For that event, it felt like I really did a higher high jump.
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As I was thinking..
whether for my first girlfriend, could I do it better than this?
Very tiring lerr, one after another..
Don’t know can make it or not..
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But Ashley told me this
“You are monkey Shungz maa, how high also you sure can jump laa..”

As I kept thinking of it, I was wondering.. if I could tire myself to all this for them,
why I never tire myself to make sure I’m not out of track in my studies, and other things in life.
LOL..
I know… is all for one event…
I guess when you put effort to do something for someone you’ll automatically feel a feeling of tired with joy, only the results of it keeps you to go on to do even more and more special.

Doing all this to make it special, instead of a simple ordinary okay lets go a place and celebrate and buy one simple thing for her as gift and that’s it.
As one items after another is bought, have to tell myself… Yes.. is not for my girlfriend I know.. is for someone whom I think is special. So yeaa was also wondering when buy for girlfriend what would I say then?
Will I make it even more special than this?? How lerr.. Xp
I just hope that time I won’t go like, hmm I can make it very special and very normal, aiyaa just make it a simple one will do.

But overall, I did gained more experience with the custom made box, I’ve bought many glues and tapes to test it one by one.. and I’ve been dreaming it to give a box like this to someone. Finally I gave it.

so that’s it.

This box doesn’t have a name, The Box of Happiness that I gave Steph, pecah already.. >=(
Well as for that, maybe I should name it Box of Hope because it was suppose to be the light of the dark, you off the light and you on the lights for the box and the candle. LOL

So this whole thing, will be a memory to remember so that next time I’ll always do better for that special person who’s gonna be with me for the rest of my life.
How high the bar is raise, I must never stop to go on to make it special.