Chapter 10: It went well

But how??

I…..
Never expect that it was fine.

Nope…
never at all….

Things went on as usual, and she was cool about it.
That was what I thought… all the while.

So of course, I did tried to call her, and we still could have our normal chat.
Things REALLY DO seem like is alright.

But what I couldn’t see all along is that..
maybe behind my back, she’d already started to talk about it.
Perhaps talking bad about me.

With who?

Yes, part of you guys are READERS of my blog. ^^V
Who? Online gaming “friends” which are Apostate and non-Apostate. ^^

Well, I believe it should have started a long time ago…
Not after I went to SG to celebrate her birthday.

But I couldn’t detect at all, as we somehow so called “become closer”.
Yea.. as don’t know how, we somehow make a deal that we would play dota together regularly.

Yea.. just the both of us and AI’s.
Sometimes just both of us, sometimes with a few of others.
This could only remind me of how we both work together on TPY video.

I still remember the most memorable dota game was she using Techies, and I was using Vengeful Spirit.
Yea.. we actually thought of familarize with one hero after another from first traven till the last.

So yea what we always play was, only mid and 2 v 2.
I remember when we play, we skype too.

That game I still remember, she was planting bombs and bombing all the AI’s. All I could hear was how she laugh out loud.
How she can’t hold her laughter when she was about to activate the bomb.

Then I still remember there was once, she used the storm panda.
Still can never forget how funny she said this line something goes like this..
“Hello I’m the Pandaren Master, bwahahahah.”

Besides that, we still have our usual chats be it in game or on the phone.
I really felt that we were close and nothing went wrong at all. =)

Oh yea, there’s this MEETOTO thingy too.
Where Kuzu will be there singing and we’ll be there listening.

Then.. that time it was always..
Silent, Jason, Me and her talking about Naruto stuff.

Silent that time was like the FIRST person I trust with all my rare equips.
Then this Jason Yu, all the sudden become so sociable, from Serene Paladin change his identity to Ixian. Since we(as in all of us) have things in common, so yeaa things somehow happen just like how earth will rotate.

There is still laughter, there is still joy, there is still trust and so on.
I thought to myself…
well, is really great to have Xue to be for me.
Indeed she’s not like Pei Yi, neither Poh Nee.. seems that you know..
our nothing could actually separate our closeness.

Yes, what I only care about most is her being someone whom could share our thoughts together. It doesn’t matter if she were to be with me as couples in the future, what I care about and happy about is our friendship went well throughout the whole year, the whole time.
I AM.. GRATEFUL for that, she was the first girl whom I actually could still be in good term with for a long period of time after knowing how I felt for her. In fact, I would say we actually got closer if you were to ask me on that moment of time