Just so you know…

For those who are concern,
I don’t know what are the chances you will read my blog.

Well as some of you know what just happened.
There are few things I need to clarify.

First of all, purpose of doing that video is to let her know that I’ll say goodbye since that is what she wants.
Secondly, yes all these melodies are left with me ever since she left,
is either the melody stick with me and no one will hear it, or is out there and it reach to the person that was suppose to receive.
Thirdly, I have no expectation but rather just as long as the message reach to her then can d =)

Xue WAS someone who WAS great to me,
so I won’t even bother if I will have to put effort to say a goodbye to her.
Is hard for me to say, that is why it has to be in a musical form.
Actually there’s also many more left that I wanted to tell her a long time ago.. but I DIDN’T GET a chance to say it to her.

What are those?
Wait then you will know..

No worries, I’m not that sad compare to the day where she decided not to be part of my life anymore.
Don’t try to tell me how things can be alright, or try telling me that what I do is no use and all.. or maybe is not worth it..

This whole thingy is just plays a role TO INFORM.
She wants to care or not, doesn’t matter…
Cause people around her will help me to keep the message.. always.

Yes, kepoh who reads my blog, people who laugh at me in a mockery way…
You people will always be someone who can help me in a way
So go on laughing or whatever…
It makes no difference anyway, cause ever since she left me..
That day you all already started to laugh.. so plus minus in the end those laughter are always the same..

Used to it already =D

As you guys go on mentioning bad things about me, you’ll always remind her of me. So what if is in a bad way?
After all, when things are not good between me and her,
I STRONGLY believe you all had already tried say things that could separate her from me.

So I’ll end by saying this,
I rather tell it to her, rather than to regret when I don’t have the chance to tell her.

Just another thought, yeaa I somehow really lost interest of blogging adi. Cause when I on, I’ll rather go do other stuff..
But I’m still someone who love to share things and my stories.
Maybe someday I’ll hire someone to record down things I want to share. Writing things in blog takes time too =D

Happy Chinese New Year to all chinese in the world.